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[07 Jun 2004|08:33pm] |
So I havent posted in a long time... I have been seeing Summer quite a bit.. Hope shes not tired of me, that would suck. I have been working at subway alot too... I cant stand it anymore.. Its about the only thing I complaine about... and thats becasue its worth complaining about...
Ahh well.. Summer and I were supposed to go to a concert like 2 weeks ago.. but we were not 18 so we couldnt get in... she spent the night that night too.... I was upstairs and she was downstairs... it sucked... We were supposed to go Camping the next day but.. the rain cancelled that out... we could have been able to sleep next to each other... it would have been awesome... Bah..
I cut my hair... its a mowhawk now... Summer cried when she first saw it...now she likes it alot..
Summer school has started... I might be finished tomrrow... which would be really cool.. 100 bucks down the drain tho.. I have met alot of cool people tho so I guess its worth it... I also feel so much smarter than everyone else in there... I finshed 3 of my 7 chapters today.. .most people only got through one... and maybe started on the second...Oh well...
Its really hard to not be over-bearing with Summer.. I'm not going to let my self puch her away by being a mental freak... I mean well... but i dont want her to get the wrong impression.. I love her.. like whoa / hardcore / like shit Yo'....
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| Harv the Pornstar |
[20 May 2004|11:41pm] |
So today was completly insane!
Tonight at Subway I was working by myself, A man came in and he was being cool so I started talking to him.. Heres how it went...
I talked to him a little about how ghettoe kids are annoying and just random shit.. Then it all went crazy...
Him "How old are you?"
Me "17, why?"
Him "Im a 'Producer' of sorts. And you would be perfect for what I'm doing."
Me "Well what are you doing?"
Him " Well.. I make porn... And you have amazing charisma, attitude, and the look.. Your perfect for the spot."
Me "Well, I dont see many guys in porn with peirced weiners, I have a 4g prince albert."
Him "Well I work with that, Thats what Im working with now, and with your ears I figured you might.. Im staying at ******* Inn room 305, stop in and see me if your interested.. Im in town about every other weekend, so I might see you around."
Well that was about the entire convo... It was insane, I died once he left.. Honest to god this is the truth.
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[20 May 2004|12:05am] |
I was given a knife from some girl at work... Odd....It has a 4 inch blade...
I want school to be out... And never have to work again.. I can hardly see Summer.. I dont see her as much as people probly think I do..
I think Im fucking up my shoulder by sleeping on it wrong all the time... Its been hurting alot...
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[18 May 2004|07:21pm] |
Bah... I just kinda got over Mono... Summer and I are doing awesome.. I got a hair cut... I have a semi mowhawk now.. Its hot.. I won tickets to the Von Bondies.. I get to have coffee with the band its cool.
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[30 Apr 2004|12:12pm] |
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 29. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[20 Apr 2004|08:52pm] |
| What makes you laugh?: | People getting hit in the balls... Its classic. | | Who is your hero?: | Retards.. They are so lucky. Dont have to put up with all the shit of the world. | | Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?: | Be nice to be tied to Summer. | | How many pairs of shoes do you own?: | 3-4 forgot.. | | Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: | The sock Gnome steals it | | Who do you blame for your mood today?: | My parents.. | | If the Internet were sex... I would: | Be a huge slut... | | Have you ever seen a dead body?: | Yes | | What is something scientists need to invent?: | Cars with no exsaust. | | What should we do with stupid people?: | Put them all into a whole then study and catalouge how long it take them to eat eachother. | | Have you ever broken a bone?: | Yes Hand, back, and collar bone. | | Do you watch local news? Why?: | No. Im tired of seeing Bush's retarded ass all over the place. | | What happens after you die?: | I rott. And my spirt haunts some little kid and makes him think there is a boog drooly monstar under his/her bed | | How big is your bed? Big enough?: | Single. No near big enough... | | How long do you think you will live?: | I will live a long life. For Im not reatarded and drink and smoke shit for fun... |
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| Bad Shit. |
[15 Apr 2004|11:23pm] |
Something bad has happened, I feel it deep in my gut, I dont know what it is, But I think its gonna hurt me bad...
SubWay Sucked balsl tonight, I did a really shitty job closing, I got slammed at 10 min before closing, by a buch of goofy as girls, and some assholes men. Bastards.
Im like hardcore worried about Summer, its part of that gut feeling I have. I don't like it. I'm trying so hard not to be a moron about this relationship... I really do love her alot. I don't want to fuck anything up...
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[13 Apr 2004|08:48pm] |
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Im sitting here bawling my eye's out for like no reason, GOd im such a fucking baby! My day has been complete shit, my parents bitched at me, my teachers bitched at me, Im really dissipointed in some stuff, but i probly wont say anything about it to anyone. I was ALL excited about this book that Summer told me about and I go to the library to get it and its gone, not even at the library at all meaning they dont have it. BULLSHIT! I wanted to fucking blow the place up. Nothing electronic wants to work for me. I cant seem to get comfortable, anywhere. I need a fucking hug. I miss Summer..
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[12 Apr 2004|11:21am] |
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Im really bored, im in art class and im bored shoot me please
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| Been awhile. |
[04 Apr 2004|06:47pm] |
So I havent posted in FOREVER. So ill update those who feel like reading.
I have been doing awesome. Summer and I are still dating W()()t! High five right? Shes amazing I care for her more and more everyday. Its INSANE!
This kid Sara Bell apperently isnt mad at me anymore, and that rocks becasue shes like one of the coolest kids ever. I havent talked to her in forever. Long story I won't go into.
I work at subway its going ok. Im eating a 12 inch Roasted Chicken sub right now its amazing good!!
I took the ACT sat. It wasnt that hard but I still sucked at it becasue Im a moron like that Oh well!
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| Ziggy Biggy Dook |
[23 Mar 2004|05:34pm] |
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So I started at Subway today. Its not so bad I made some samaches, and got a feel for what I will be doing. I dropped off some boxes at Jessica's, shes moving back to Ohio. I went with her to get Mc.D's and we made fun of each other it wasn't so bad.
I haven't seen Summer in almost a week, I miss that kid hardcore. We are getting really close. It's nice to have someone who just looks at me and smiles, its a strange sensation, but I am learning to like it more and more. She told me shes going to talk to her mom about birth control. We are not having sex but her wanting to go on BC could only mean one thing, I still have mixed feeling about that.
School is going a little better this quarter. I have picked a topic for my research paper, I am doing The F.C.C.'s infringement upon 1st Amendment Rights. It is going to be a killer paper. Might actually make a difference, if sent to the right places.
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[21 Mar 2004|10:23pm] |
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I spent the weekend on the cmop mainly. Went out with some of Summers friends It was fun. Im boredand sleepy right now.
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[18 Mar 2004|07:43pm] |
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I wanna post but have nothing to say, GROWL!
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[16 Mar 2004|05:19pm] |
Today... Almost got into a fight at school, if I wasnt bigger then the kid he would have fought back, just because he hit me in the face with a Gatorade cap... Hmmmm I really didnt feel good, and wasn't taking shit from anyone, he just happened to get the but end of it. I think I cracked my knuckle, it's quite bruised.
I had an interveiw at Subway, which I didn't go to. I came home and worked on a little bit of homework, thinking I had time. But wait OH NO! not me. My sister called wanting a ride home from track. I pick the kid up and shes like "Are we going to the party?" Me"What party?" "Coreys Birthday, it's tonight." I called when I got home. talked to the manager working at the time, she said "its no problem at all, just stop by tomrrow" Works for me :)
Summer and I are doing rather well. Thats my perspective that is. I'm often wrong. She makes me happy, we turned on some music, and we slow danced to some Ryan Adams, hes so not what I normally listen to, But I like it though its really relaxing.
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| Hmm... |
[10 Mar 2004|08:23pm] |
I hung out with Summer tonight. My car is fixed it runs good. My dad freaked out, offered to kick my ass, "Cuz someone needs to"<--His words. Why I need my ass kicked I dont know. Tells me hes glad I dont give him and my mother as much shit as I could. Oh well, I could take him, all most sure of that. If not I'd have some cool bruises. I would at least give the ole'man a nice run though.
Summer Told me she loved me. It didnt frighten me at all. All the signs are there. From past experiances I know what it is I'm feeling, so that means its there right? Am I ready? I keep telling myself I am.
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[05 Mar 2004|11:11pm] |
So my mother is a complete Bitch. And my father is a total Asshole.
Fuck them. Sometimes I think they would be happier if I wasn't here.
EditedNot a thought of suicide. just thoughts of me leaveing and moving to like Nebraska, or someother faraway state.
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[05 Mar 2004|01:23pm] |
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Bastards and their fucking drugs. No wonder... Good thing I fake taking them now, otherwise I would still be fucked up. More so then I am. I really hate having to take drugs. Of any kind.
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| I'm depressed. |
[29 Feb 2004|01:53am] |
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I just feel ill. I need a hug. Fighting back tears. Whats wrong? I don't know. Does anyone know? Your so faraway, yet soo close at the same time. Just come to my embrace and everthing will be fine.
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| Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... |
[26 Feb 2004|09:52pm] |
I stayed home from school today, I think I might have strep-throat. It sucks it hurts to turn my head in certin directions due to pain. Sucks to be me I guess.
So I'm going out with Summer, It's going good, it's working on a month now, I'm still a little scared to be in a new relationship, but Summer makes it so easy to forget that fear when ever she is around me, or when I talk to her. She's the sweetest girl I've ever met.
Does everything always feel this right?
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| So I'm the best fish, had to join the bandwagon |
[24 Feb 2004|08:24pm] |
Harvster86
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I have the best fishies
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